Ye shayad relationship ki sabse confusing feelings me se ek hai.
Jis insaan ne hurt kiya…
Rulaya…
Disappoint kiya…
Kabhi-kabhi wahi insaan sabse zyada yaad bhi aata hai.
Aur phir khud par gussa aata hai:
“Main abhi tak move on kyu nahi kar paya?”
“Jisne pain diya, usi ko miss kyu kar raha hoon?”
Ye feeling embarrassing lag sakti hai.
Lekin unusual nahi.
Sach ye hai ki emotions hamesha logic follow nahi karte.
Agar connection deep tha, to hurt aur attachment ek saath exist kar sakte hain.
Isi wajah se insaan kabhi pain yaad rakhta hai…
Aur kabhi achhi memories.
Dono mix ho jati hain.
Kai baar hum person ko nahi…
Unke saath wala version miss karte hain.
Jo happy feel karta tha.
Jo excited rehta tha.
Jo future imagine karta tha.
Aur shayad isi wajah se move on difficult lag sakta hai.
Ek aur possibility:
Kabhi insaan closure na milne ki wajah se bhi atka rehta hai.
Unanswered questions:
“Aisa kyu hua?”
“Galti meri thi?”
Ye thoughts memories ko aur strong bana sakte hain.
Lekin kisi ko bhool na paana weak hona nahi.
Human hona ho sakta hai.
Healing ka process sabka same nahi hota.
Final Thought
Jisne hurt kiya usko miss karna confusing lag sakta hai.
Lekin shayad iska matlab sirf itna ho:
Connection important tha.
Aur important cheezein hamesha jaldi fade nahi hoti.
Time sirf insaan ko nahi…
Meaning ko bhi dheere-dheere change karta hai.
